beautiful Things

Dancing in the parking lot by the flashing light

all the laughs, that i can't contain

the freedom to move as You move 

{my true love}

unexplained joy that words can't adequately express

authority in my walk

favor in places i've never been

inspiration in the night

Love as I've never experienced

{BEAUTY from ashes}

-----its worth it all!

Never underestimate PRAYER!

before God, we can't hide our hearts.
our true motives, 
our judgments
and especially our selfish ways
no matter how we justify ourselves
for the wrong we do,,,
and often even to the point of delighting in it!
even attempting to say God over looks your wrong-
or would even bless it-
God is JUST.
God judges the heart...
and He changes us because
of His Love for us!
we may not understand
because our eyes see
according to our own limited way....
BUT GOD.
Because of God's greatness, 
He see's our weakness..
and see's the inner person
the ones He knows in the intimate place, 
He speaks to
those whom He draws to himself
not so they can't be condemned
or self righteous
but so they can walk into FREEDOM
in His kindness He moves our hearts
away from that which only hinders 
so that we are no longer the same~
He is loyal and faithful,
and he teaches us to be the same
and as He asks us to walk in His ways
they often do not mix well with our nature
nor do others understand-
we have a choice to make
do we chose to walk out in faith
that which we know in our spirit
to be true? 


When the Lords asks you to stand
for that which man does not understand
it is most often mocked.


LET THEM LAUGH!


Because when you honor God
with all that you are,
and all that He is requiring of you
YOU WILL FIND
FAVOR in AMAZING PLACES.
you will find PEACE,
AMAZING GRACE
and STRENGTH
that is worth FAR MORE
than any way we could chose our self!!
so let them laugh,
take them to the Lord
he will move your heart 
as you humble yourself
He will move on your behalf!
When you take those who mock to Him
and get right before Him in motive
when you stand in prayer
when you set your eyes upon 
Him, and Him Alone...


YOUR PRAYERS MOVE MOUNTAINS!
They destroy strongholds
as they come before His throne
and the ALMIGHTY God
is moved by YOUR response
You have the authority to 
COMMAND darkness to fall
when you are right before the Lord
HE comes to your rescue
and He silence's the mouth
of the mocker!


SO be encouraged,
CONTINUE to PRAY
and you will SEE
the POWER of
the MOST High God
DO the
IMPOSSIBLE!!
FOR HIS GLORY!


The prayer of a righteous person
            is powerful and effective
                                                         James 5:16

The Battlefield

The Battlefield, a photo by paintYOURworld on Flickr.

A few years ago while traveling, my kids and I came upon this battlefield in Louisiana. From the moment I walked upon the memorial, I felt the strong presence of the Lord, as he moved admist my brokenness, to strengthen and empower me to FIGHT for my marriage, despite my circumstance.

My heart was softened as I walked about, and entered the graveyard. Each stone represented so clearly, the battle they believed in...one that they gave their life for! The Lord questioned me. Would I stand in hope, would I battle and endure despite the cost?

 It was not an answer that came easy.

I had to face the reality of the pain that cut to the very core of my being....the abandonment, embarrassment, the anger, and most importantly the choice to guard my heart against bitterness and blame. Did I have hope? Barely a glimmer...My mind was set on I'm content to be alone for the rest of my days, I didn't need a broken man.

The Lord didn't push me, or make me feel guilt, instead he revealed his Love. The truth of what Love really is. He showed me his scars, he opened my blind eyes to see. The death he endured, he did for even those who choose Him not...and as I came into understanding of what it would cost me...

I raised my hands to surrender as I stood looking out at the vast battlefield--
              (yes this photo is actually me my son took it)

I will do it for you Lord. Only for you...

I SURRENDER ALL!

because you showed me the TRUTH of Love!!

Today I have an abundance of hope,
as I trust in Love!
As I stand in the midst of the battle
WINNING---
as Love fights for me--


 Love does not gloat over other people's sins but takes its delight in the truth!


Love always hopes-
always endures!!

the art of LOVE

artofLOVE, a photo by paintYOURworld on Flickr.

                          altered polaroid series


O le a le uiga o le  alofa? 
What is love?


I  had not really pondered on this question much, until I was asked it by the Creator himself. I thought I knew and I tried to explain to  him my answer...then He opened my blind eyes!
....I realized what thought was love, was actually an impostor. I had no idea, what love cost, nor was I truly willing to pay that price.


If your asking yourself that question, especially as Valentines Day approaches, I dare you to ask God.


What is Love, {and does my life display it?}


Especially for those that are hard to love.... 

and more so for those you may take for granted....


You might just be incredibly surprised at His answer. I was!


My whole life has since changed! 
FOR the BETTER!!

Surrounded by beauty

Surrounded by beauty, a photo by paintYOURworld on Flickr.

I love my beautiful four legged neighbors.......

waking to them, makes my heart swell

connecting spirit to spirit-

i don't have adequate words....

their beauty soothes the soul.

I LOVE the RAIN!

Everyday the sunrises beautifully!

Each new day I go about my life familiar

with what I know,

my world is reliable.

I expect the sun to rise, and for it to set.

Today is today,

tomorrow is another day,

rinse and repeat.

Now imagine with me,

beautiful sunshine filled days,

not just for one day,

but all day,

everyday,

every week,

every month,

every year!

{Sounds perfect right!}

So now, I (we are imagining together so you too)

have come to rely on the sun

consistently

to shine.

It is what we know~

our weather is predictable.

According to our

perspective

sunny days are great!

Dwell on that for a minute....

did you catch that

there has NEVER been

a rain forming cloud in the sky!

Its SUNNY all day, every day!

In this perspective, life is good

I am happy,

I do what I want.

I enjoy the beautiful weather

daily

without thought,

without consequence.

I am comfortable.

Then, SUDDENLY,

the Creator of the Earth

says

RAIN

is coming.

He wants me,(you, us)

to prepare for

the

RAIN.

RAIN????

What does RAIN look like?

What does it feel like?

What value does it have to my life?

I LOVE the SUN!

I mean, will I like the rain?

I don't know RAIN!

I only know the sun!

I am comfortable with the sun.

I don't really want things to change.

However,

I know the Creator,

I trust Him~

if he says it must come,

I will prepare for the rain

hmmm I may just

love the rain~

So I tell others,

the Creator says

its going to rain!!

The Creator says

its gonna

make all things new~

BUT No one believes me-

they have never heard of

the rain,

they laugh,

they feel sorry for me

they think I have gone

mad---

Sunny days come and go,

there is no rain in sight

but it doesn't stop me....

I am waiting for the RAIN!!

It's about to RAIN!!

Let it RAIN!!

The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain.

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

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